Update 26/09/22: I am now a smoker!😁 I stopped smoking and was really anti for many years but after watching lots of beautiful girls smoking porn, something inside inside me snapped. I've developed a capnolagnia fetish and beautiful women have tempted me to restart smoking. I suppose I'm a sexual impulse smoker whenever i feel horny and i love it once again. I love smoking Dunhills and I now crave my Domme to make me Her ashtray. I love sucking cock while I smoke too. Paige Delight is my fave smoking girl.<br/><br/>Is it just this site or is the interest in cuckold, female dominance and interracial (black man-white female) growing exponentially!<br/><br/>"I'm beginning to think that pornography is so much less complicated than actual sex, and because of this lack of complication, so much more pleasurable." American Psycho by Brett Easton Ellis.<br/><br/>I'm an anal loving, cocksucking chastity sissy bottom faggot who utterly worships the female form and am mentored by the narrative of Goddess Lana. I love everything about women - their looks, voices, hair, skin, clothes, makeup, the way they move and of course the way they act sexually. I try to emulate their skills with men and be as desirable as possible for select large cocked men. One of my aspirations as susan is to get dropped off by my key holder at a trans/gay sex club. She takes my clothes and leaves me there only wearing wig, make up, holdups, high heels and my chastity device. When i enter all the men's eyes widen and immediately see what I'm there for and won't take no for an answer. My key holder will collect me in a total mess in four hours time! <br/>I am now essentially a forced brown piper cuckold who can no longer have sex with women because of permanent chastity and only receive sex from men. If i go near a pussy I will prejack in seconds so I'm useless as a man. i can no longer wank my cock so now i finger, plug and dildo my arse while i watch sissysafe censored and trans/gay porn. i need to be kept in chastity by my Domme who once a month puts me in a room with five horny hung straight men released from chastity. The pent up frustrations and the torment by the Domme will cause such desperation in us that we will all gladly have gay sex simply for the pleasure release and skin contact. Once the hour is up they are all back in their cock locks to repeat the process.<br/>Spend most of my current life as a vicarious, voyeuristic anus wanker wishing I had the sex life of others but do enjoy my regular forays out as a gurl. Looking for a dominant Woman/Trans or special big man with thick long cock and strong enough to put me in a full anal nelson while in chastity. Control and arouse me via my nipples and my soft jiggly bottom which parts easily for cocks and strapons to force their way in. I am thrilled by any threat of physical violence so men and women will find it very easy to sexually control me. Absolutely love anal sex - receiving from men and assertive women. Favourite activity with a couple is to lick both arseholes as they fuck. Or if two men are stand up fucking to try and teabag both nut sacks in my mouth. Also love watching Dommes pegging, ballbusting, smoking torture, whipping and CBT. Though I'm gay I am still looking for long term cuckold/wittol relationship with an attractive, oversexed woman or TG. Would welcome a 17-25 year old assertive female to hold my key as Her chastity sugar daddy.<br/><br/>My ultimate goal in life is to give up all sexual use of my penis and be a slave in permanent chastity to a dominant Woman/TG and have an entirely homosexual sex life having my arse pussy pimped out to hot men.<br/><br/>My favourite categories on XH are Smoking fetish, Sissysafe censored (where Female bits are blanked out so i focus on men's cocks as I am not worthy of viewing Female treasures), Anal, BDSM, Cream Pie, Cuckold, Femdom, BMWF Interracial and Shemale which I check most days and save any good ones. Also love big fit hairy men fucking twinks and sissies as I'm very voyeuristic I enjoy the Beach category to watch beautiful unaware naked women/couples in a natural environment with no acting or pretention. I love interracial i.e. big black cocks on white pussy/sissy hence I have a Queen of Spades tattoo above my 'clit' now. My porn heroes are Manuel Ferrara, Juan Lucho, DW Knight, Lex Steele, Jason, Cutler X, Max Konnor, Viktor Rom. My dream Women are Emma Leigh, Lorna Morgan, Skyla Novea, Amy Anderssen, Amber Alena, Savannah Fox, Katrina Jade, Franceska Jaimes, Brittany Bardot, Taurus Angel, Lynda Leigh, Raylene, Ava Dalush, Paige Turnah, Charlee Chase, Anna Belle Peaks, Cybill Troy, Ava Austen, Liza Del Sierra, Helena Price. TS: Aubrey Kate, Gia Itzel, Kendra Sinclaire, Khloe Kay, Nyxi Leon, Sammi Valentine. Vintage: Angelica Bella. My dream Hotwife is India Summer. Dream trans lovers Carla Brasil and Kendall Penny.<br/><br/>Susan Lovecock Brown/sissy faggot x